Final Countdown

A few weeks from now and I will embark on my 4th year in college. Supposedly my last year. But because of enjoying the world a little too much, I am extended for another year. So. Two more years. Two more years and then what? I don't really know. I'd be living my own life, I guess.

Looking Forward:

I have a lot of dreams actually. I want to get married and have kids. I want to work and be able to provide for my family. I want my kids to grow up knowing the most important people in my life. I want to be the most amazing mother in the world. I want to have a job that I love, a job that I will never get tired of doing. I want to learn to cook, so I can cook for the man I love and also for my kids. I want to learn to cook so we can invent recipes in our kitchen together. I want our dream house to become real.

I want to stay with you forever, Henry Mark Binahon. I want to fall asleep beside you every day of my life, and wake up in the morning with you still beside me. I want to kiss you goodnight and goodmorning. I want to make you smile every single day of your life. I want all our dreams and our plans to become true. I want to continue loving you until we're too old to remember anything except our feelings for one another.

I want my kids to become close to the kids of Aryan, Jizza, Kyel, Sam, my brods and sisses, and orgmates and Area51/Impound people. I want to stay connected with all of them. I want my children to go to UPLB where they will mature and where they will meet the love of their lives.

I want to be someone that I can be proud of.

Looking at the coming year:

It is the final countdown of most of my friends, after this year, they will be in the wild. In the real world. And while I still have two years to go, I will make the most of it, to prepare myself for whatever comes next.

They say you can't have it all. I don't know why I even bother trying.

bitter 16?ahaha.

yak bday ko na.haha.wala lang.dapat daw sweet 16?nyehe.panget pakinggan eh. ^^
anyway..yun.ang tanda ko na.at since bday ko naman,pwede akong mag wish kahit na hindi pa kumpleto ang 100 yellow cars at kahit na hindi ko na-hold ang breath ko pag akyat sa elevator, at kahit wala akong naapakang linya ng pedestrian lane.hehe.

gusto ko ng bagong sneakers.
gusto ko din ng bagong tsinelas.
gusto ko ng tsinelas galing sa Tribu.
gusto kong patayin ang nag-hack sa o2jam account ko.
gusto kong maglaro ng doTa ulit. [kahapon,nagdoTa ang amigas. Ü at suri sa KS teammates!]
gusto ko ng magsimula ng summer job ko.
gusto ng bahay na airconditioned. [ahaha.]
gusto ko ng UNLITXT forever.
gusto ko ng bumalik sa dati kong kulay bago kami nag-CAT.
gusto ko ng magpa-xray para sa registration ko for college.
gusto kong makita ulit si celsius. [yaak.haha.]
gusto ko pa ng pizza.
gusto ko mag-coffee blends.
gusto ko ng ice cream.[preferably coffee crumble,chocopeanut or pistacchio.]
gusto ko ng isa pang Artwork shirt.
gusto ko ng bubblegum sprite float at large fries ng McDo. :p
gusto ko tumangkad.kahit onti lang.
gusto kong mag-high school ulit with the same batchmates.
in short,gusto kong wag magtapos ang high school.

at..

gusto ko na bumalik yung.. yun. basta yun.