crying and laughing

well.year ender's over!it was really fun and even though i couldn't swim because i had my period (which sucked) i still enjoyed.in fact, i was one of the few who didn't sleep at all.we stayed up and chatted about any topic tht popped in our heads.

yes, i enjoyed.i came to the party to forget about everything.still, about one in the morning, i received a text message.and i cried.and cried.as much as i did when i ran away.and i thought i had no more tears left.god, i couldn't stop myself!i am so pathetic. and the weird thing was, i cried after i drank beer.i thought beer was supposed to help you forget problems, not make you cry like a water faucet.and to think i was one of those who drank the most.someone even had to stop me from opening another one.

but basically i enjoyed.really.no regrets.i also won Molave Hot Babe of the Year.lol.and the colored games was also cute. and what we chatted about the whole night up to morning was really.. unique.lol

i might not be able to update until may.i'm going back to manila tomorrow.i also want to.i need to escape, to get out of this house and my grandparents.i'm returning here on may 2, most probably..but please continue visiting and leaving your tags!

oh.and my birthday's on may 1 already..oh no.i'm gonna be 15.and on june,i'll be a 4th year student.

running from everything

i ran away.well..i tried.i went to aryan's house and BURST!i--i'm not sure..i cried and cried and cursed and cried some more.i just needed to be somewhere else and not my grandrents' house.oh get this.after i ran away, he ran away.and he axidentally left his cellphone here.so.. no means of contacting him.. you know what?

anyway, yeah, i'm back at home.and gee, the atmosphere is boiling hot.and my lolo's sister locked her keys inside her room.it would have been funny but i won't dare laugh.they're pretty steamed at me.and him.and they're still suspecting me of helping him out.thing is, i don't really care anymore.i just want to get the hell out of this fucking house!damn.

they think they're so awesome and right about eveyrthing.they don't want to admit that they were wrong.oh, yeah.. if only they knew how they've got it all wrong.how they got me wrong..oh boy..this is gonna be some show.

somebody film it, quick!