what vacation does to me

What vacation does to me is horrible. I start to think a lot. I start to miss people. I get restless. Just to get this off my chest, here are the things I miss the most.

I miss the tamabayans of devcomsoc and KE/ThE.
I miss Sir JP's class.
I miss walking around campus on windy days.
I miss Monday Club.
I miss Wednesday Girls.
I miss Ministop's ice cream.
I miss foodtripping.
I miss the proven in Raymundo.
I miss sleeping in the CDC Annexes.
I miss the pressure of submitting a paper on time.
I miss Ristretto days with Jizza and Aryan.
I miss DotA days with my amigas.
I miss inuman sessions with my brods and sisses.
I miss Signals '08.
I miss the laundrygirl who does my laundry.

I miss sleeping next to you and waking up with your face being the first thing I see every morning :(

ratings

on a scale of 1-10, and 10 being the highest, rate how much you are confused with people.

i rate 10.

hmmm.

hmm.i've made my decision!i'm going back to blogging.
wait lang kayo.under construction pa. :)

done.

di na ko magbblog. :)

bka pag na-feel ko na lang ulit.anyway.

YM na lang.

silverpixietears.

ciao.

status message

my status message in YM today: "just when i thought everything was going right.."

and that will be my status message for the following days. i think. it just.. FITS. this past week has been great!hehe. uhm, xempre, may mga nakakainis parin sa tabi tabi.. pero overall ayos talaga.

last night was amazing. napansin ng madaming tao na ang saya saya ko. as in total hyper-mode ako nun! :) but this morning, something happened. hindi ako nagalit, or nainis. more of, nalungkot. at lalong nalito.

..it just had to happen, didn't it?! parati naman. i never get the chance to be happy for a long time..

ever get the feeling that..

ever get the feeling that you're excluded? well..it's not awesome. i dont want to admit it but..well..i feel more and more excluded every day.people don't notice it, i'm sure.they know me as the one who always laughs and talks to people.but i feel excluded.

ever get the feeling that you're being replaced? it sucks like hell. especially if the person they're replacing you with is someone that..uhm..how should i say this..someone that you like created..someone you helped to replace you?nuh-uh.not right.

but those two feelings are what i'm feeling for the past days.

luv reg