i did NOT want this.

i didn't want this. i didn't want the crying and the arguments and the "bahala ka". i want to talk. to actually talk.tell me what you want.i'll tell you what i want and we can work things out.i just want you to take into consideration what's happening to me.i want you to listen. to actually listen, not just to nod and block what i'm saying. coz you have to hear what i've got to say. you have to.

i'm having a hard time making decisions.kasi naguguluhan na ako. hindi lang naman kasi ako, or kayo, or sila ang maaapektuhan. ang hirap. aaarrrrghhh.