promises and such

i can't keep promises, huh? i said this blog would be clean. i'm still thinking about it. maybe not. i can really write some lame stuff here.

i added him sa YM kanina.. him.. yup.. my.. past. if we talk about him, i doubt i can bury the past.coz i can't. i can't bury him, literally and figuratively. i sure cant. coz i can't forget about him. and there's a part in me that doesn't want to forget him. another part is saying that.. we might end up together still. as far-fetched as that might be. yet we might. and yet, it can be uhm..some other guy i could end up with. our teacher said to "collect and select". i don't believe in that. i also don't believe the saying that goes, "if you know someone by name, that person is your responsiblity." i mean, hello?? wtf.

ooh.first curse word in this blog. i doubt i can keep this blog clean. but it can be cleaner than my other two.


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