bullying

let's talk about bullying, okay?
i've been branded as a bully since my sophomore year.i bully the lowerclassmen whom i do not like.however,now i'm in my senior year and frankly, the freshmen are nothing to me.

until today.

FUCK THEM.
we were waiting for the jeep.when it came, the freshmen went ahead of us. uhm..hello?nung 1st year po kami kahit cnung upperclassmen pinapauna namin? at ako ung last na sumakay.ang luwag dun sa isnag side!3 lang nakaupo pero lahat nakabukaka. walang umusod, putakte!at ako, being maangas, said "PWEDE UMUSOD KAYO?" at umusod naman ng kakapiranggot. feel ko kalahati lang ng kalahati ng pwet ko ang nakaupo.

so nagparinig na lang kami ng friends ko.

"ang ganda ng bubong ng jeep noh?" (roll eyes)

ARYAN: reg, nakakaupo ka?
ME: OO.
ARYAN: masikip?
ME: hinde.ang definition ko ng maluwag ay ung nakakahiga na ako.

ARYAN:reg, may tanong ako.di naman maxadong bulgar.
ME:ano?
ARYAN:pag bagong tule(circumcised) ba kelangan laging nakabukaka?
ME: OO.
ARYAN and ME: KAYA PALA.

and lots of other damn stuff.i wanted to scream dun sa isa na kapitbahay namin.. "PATI PALA BADING TINUTULIAN?"

yesterday, soccer. they were criticizing my batchmates. uhm.hello?
FRESHMEN YEAR: we beat the juniors and wound up 2nd place in soccer overall.boys and girls. SOPHOMORE YEAR: we beat the seniors and wound up 2nd place. boys and girls.
JUNIOR YEAR:we beat the freshmen with 14 goals.haha. and we wound up 2nd place sa girls and 1st place sa boys.

not to mention we were 2nd place sa cheering nung 2nd year and 1st place last year.

so bago sila mangaway, isipin muna nila kung cnu ung kinakalaban nila.
pwede lang sila manglait ng soccer skills ng batchmates ko kapag naka 3 goals sila sa Brazil.

RESPETO NAMAN DIYAN.

damn

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pahabol: june2007.
i can't believe i hated my 4th yr section so much.now i love it to death. :)
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damn.wala akong maisulat.nothing much going out.first week of being a senior has ended.first ever CAT is over.and wearing that freaking boknay will have to be done every week.argh.with a minumum number of 30 hair pins.gah!can you believe it?

i hate my section.well,not the people.i hate the mix.at least i'm with irish, sandra and eugs but it still isn't the same.

damn.

i hate how this is.

and.

I MISS HOW IT ALL WAS.

last year.section Molave..my favorite section.the people there were..uhm.well.we were like one big barkada.

he almost killed himself

what was supposed to be a happy family day turned out to be a real SUCKER.i wanted to make my dad happy.i really did.which is why i woke up early to prepare my stuff.yes,i was preparing to go back to Laguna.my dad was a speaker in alabang.afterwards,he was gonna drop me off at my grandparents' house.

STRIKE1. fathers day and he is leaving me in Laguna.my dad has always been a family man.he wants the whole family together.and right now, because i study in UPRHS, i only spend weekends and vacations there.that's why i need to get in UPDiliman.it's so near to our house.and my dad will be happy.

my dad borrowed tita's car so the whole family will fit.well.lo and behold..what do you know?FLAT TIRE.sa may riverbanks.puteeeeeeek.so we had to call my tita to bring the Getz.me,my dad and chiara went to alabang and they dropped me off here.

STRIKE2. the other family members went home. and to think that my dad was looking forward to this day. not just because it's fathers day. eeh. he said it himself: "fathers day is just a commercial event.it shouldn't be just one day that dads are loved and honored." still.the guilt of not making him happy today.

i really love my dad.he's sobrang one of a kind.he started growing his hair last month.he said he won't cut it until Gloria resigns.^__^ he wears sandals, angklets, bracelets. he wears ethnic stuff, batik shirts. he almost had an ear pierce before he married my deceased mother but lolo is super conservative. my dad let me have four ear piercings. he lets me wear jeans with damaged hems although he doen't approve of them.i really really appreciate him.to the max.
kahit na i know..this past few months, he's been working really hard.he's going to lose his job by june30 but we're convinced everything will be okay.i still love him for who he is, and i am really grateful that he didn't quit on us.

when mama died, he locked himself in the room for two weeks.he almost comitted suicide but he didn't.that's the thing i'm most grateful for.that he didn't leave us here to rot with our evil grandparents.harhar.